it burns worse by the day

you hit me harder than anyone
wounds, bruises, give me more
broken ribs, empty chest
you have no idea how hard I hold about myself
to not break in front of your eyes
I'm not sleeping
blurred, foggy, I tried to change the weather
lightning, thunder, I am stupid to try
forcing myself to do other things
I should not have

det är så sant. så galet sant.
jag är trasig. jättetrasig faktiskt.
behövde få det ur mig.

peace